longer than expected

sigh. another short post, got work to do, and took up half my time commenting and catching up on other blogs.. worth it.
so i know it's been awhile.. i can't post at home, safety reasons/privacy reasons, and during my spare at school, being in my senior year, i actually have things to do now most of the time. that's why this is short, i have things to type.. unfortunately. anyway. on i go..
i quit laxies. last saturday. i went four whole days of eating under 1000 cals, and therefore i didn't need to take them. then last night, wednesday.. the fourth day.. i broke. my dad was over for dinner, just him and i, and it took so long to make that in the process i ate peanut butter, honey, and cheese. all very caloric things. i wish i didn't,. but i did. and i took a laxie. just one. and obviously with resistance i built i don't feel a single fucking thing, goddamn i am mad. i feel huge. to help it along i bloated myself with water when i took it, and again just before i fell asleep, so i didn't bother weighing myself this morning as it would still be water weight, i didn't have to pee just yet.. but i'm 98.4 lbs in all, so i'm getting back on track i guess, but last night i ate approximately 1100 cals. fuck it all. today that means i only get a maximum of 500 cals. which is easy, i work tonight, and like everythinggg has gluten.. yep i got a gluten allergy, perfect.
my mum wanted me tested for gluten allergies because she went off of it and felt so much better. it is partly genetic so she actually got me tested, stool sample sent from ottawa ontario to dallas texas. got the results last wednesday night. they were looking for some glutimase somethign or other, and under ten units is normal.. i had forty five units. over four times the limit. so i'm pretty sensitive.. maybe it's been causing my constant nausea and breakouts. and late periods. god they scare me everytime it's late, like right now, been two days, going on three if it doesn't come today. anyway. not eating gluten will help me lose weight - not wheat. no pasta. bread. cookies. cake. any baked goods. unless from a special food store. anyway at work like everything has gluten so no more snacking. i have more willpower if i'm literally not allowed something.
so i ahve this app on my ipod touch, called 'Lose It!' and it's amazing. it has a food database with restaurants and regular foods and supermarket brands and everything, and you can enter in your own thigns. it has all the fat, calsories, sodium, carbohydrates, fibre, etc marked. you can set your stats, goal weight etc, and it'll make a budget for you, and you enter in what you eat, and what exercises you do. started last tuesday. i was waaay over last week but since sunday it's been under 1000 cals, except for last night, i was 1100 cals.. but i'll compensate for that today. i have to be at least 98 lbs even or, wishful thinking, under it, because i'm back on slow carb during the week and only one cheat day now, saturdays. i'm sleeping over at my friend's. aka junk food night. so i have to prepare.. and maybe take laxies after it, most likely. i'll try not to, but we'll see how strong i am. drinking going on to, so maybe even vomiting if i'm lucky instead.
so i think that's all i can fit in at the moment, unfortunately, longer than expected.. lvoe you all and sorry for the long breaks i've been taken! i'll try to be more frequent! and i promise to upload pictures as soon as i hit 97 lbs again!