hey all, so the web address change is only temporary.. i wish i didn't have to change it, i liked foreverfull, so i'll definitely go back it one day, when the heat cools off.. actually i don't even know if anyone has visited or has told anyone, but i saw that girl, the one i gave a note to (i gave a second note saying forget about it completely, basically.. don't know if that did anything ahah), and i saw her in ss (student services) in my school, where people go during spares to finish work if not the library, or to hang out sometimes, and it's where the guidance counsellors are. so i'm a little worried. i saw her walking straight out of the little hallway that's comprised of the teachers' lounge, and the three guidance counsellors' offices. that's all i saw. i don't know what else she would be doing down that little hallway except for talking to a gc. and that worries me. i go to ss all the time to write here during spare, or to actually do work sometimes during my spare, and i've never once seen her there before at all; it's not somewhere she or her freinds hang out. sure she couldd go there regularly for all i know, maybe that day, the one after i gave her the first note, her appointment was just coincidentally at the time i was there, and saw her. so her appointment time was a coincidence. but was the date a coincidence?
anyway so that's why i decided i had to change the address. the title doesn't matter (good, i like mine) because i didn't write it down, and if someone's already been to the blog and saw it, and decided to google the title to find me, well you can see names of posts on the first page but if you click on them they say the blog address has been removed. so one day soon though it'll go back to what it was, thankfully.
so my friend's just starting to wake up ahah so i'll give a brief overview of my night. vodka redbull night. i love vodka redbulls. ahah there's not much else to say. and i drank enough to feel great but not drunk (had i stayed awake longer i think i would have though, because..), but then i woke up at about nine ish i think, feeling extremely nauseous like i'd been pretty drunk. which was fine by me. of course, it feels fucking awful, so i lay there for awhile, everything swimming, deciding what to do.. i heard no one upstairs in their rooms here at her place, so i decided to wake her up and let her know how i was feeling and said i'd go do it quietly with a tap on quietly so it'd be quiet. at first i couldn't do it for some reason and i really had to pee, so i did ahah and then i was able to vomit, four or five times. the last one had me cough a little which wasn't too loud, and ii went as close as i could to water in the toilet bowl. i felt classy. ahah opposite! and it also gave me like a lax effect.. for some reason drinking always does, beer or no beer, drinking alcohol always gives me a lax effect. i do enjoy that. and i feel i have to go again, so today may be pretty good.
my friend's awake now, so i'll get back to her. this was supposed to be very brief, but i really suck at that. short explanations, stories, anything of the like. oh well, i'll try and post tomorrow! hopefully no guidance counsellour comes calling for me, wish me luck loves!
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